Hey guys, I got an update on my love life. I can only truly express my feels here. So, I starting to feel like I don’t deserve the fairytale happy ending. I crave it so much and it just seems like the guys in my life don’t do enough, the bare minimum is done. I can say that part is my fault, I don’t like men doing things for me just bc I was raised independent. I crave it tho. I crave having a helping hand, someone who wants to build something, and staying. I’m developing a fear of abandonment and I don’t like it.
the only thing i miss about being a teenager is when your friends would text you “hey do you want to come over” and you’d have no idea whether that meant you were going to end up sitting together on your phones for 4 hours with a film nobody’s properly watching playing in the background and some snacks or doing something life threatening and/or at least mildly illegal
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